O.M.G! Two strand of White hair. That tells me a lot. Stop Stressing and neglecting myself. It's time to stop! That Tarot Reader was right. I am a winner, just got to believe in myself and a miracle will blink its eye like a shiny star. I just have to apply myself and things will hopefully be in its right place. Tonight I reapplied and applied to 5-7 NYC city jobs. I pray for all successful smooth interviews. I have the potential to learn from scratch. All I need is someone to give me a chance.
Why is Adulthood so hard? Adulthood is no fun. I am a unsuccess but that doesn't meant I am not devoted to keep trying . I feel old and useless , and that's because I still haven't found my annual salary job. The jobs I am most passionate about is a bit to get my foot into the door.
I will continue to pray and keep believing and hopefully an annual salary job will offer me a position.
For now I just have to do an uncomfortable tiring job.
I love traveling, writing blogs, complaining, spending time with my students, and learning. I am aware that life has ups and downs. I also understand human beings doesn't have the power to control our lives or make an right decisions. The decisions we make may not work out 100%.
I should chase after my dreams with the help and support from my friends , family, and god. Hopefully God will be there for my every needs.
One thing I learn and appropriate from my father is that this man gives and share with the world. That is exactly what I am most passionate about. Although he might be a poor man but he was gifted by god to have the knowledge at what he do best . He may not be as rich as his friends and family, but he gives back to the community. This is what special about him, however he only gives back to his own family members .
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