There are so much to worry and already I have two strand of white hair. Lack of sleep and a list long of my worriedness. It's time for a change. I am stick N' tire of being at the same status. I need to boost my confidence , believing in myself that I can do it. A week ago, I was invited to a Chinese New Year party at 28 Elizabeth Street. I was so happy , making new friends and won a free t-shirt. At this party, I got my fortune read by a Tarot Reader. I can't believed the things she read out from those deck of cards I separated with my left hand was 99% accurate. Not only was I shocked but worried. My fortune read that I neglected and beat myself up too much. I am also a winner but with lack of confidence. She even gave me her business card and more willing to help me change my perspective of looking at myself. Starting today, I will loose weight and believe in myself more. I know I am a winner, just like what the card says.
Too bad I missed out on beerpong, instead I was with my roommate feeding our stomach . We took a trip to teariffic and eat a meal along with a beverage I had a ginger black milk tea with less sugar , and my roommate had regular hot milk tea full with large amount of sugar.
Maybe lord knows that if I suffer now, I will be very successful in the future. Who knows what? After all, it's fair for others who finds jobs so easily meanwhile others are struggling for a better future.
Today, I had another problem that worried about my future. I am starting to blaming my eye for the lack of not finding a job easily. I have Eye turn. Eye Turn is when the eye can't concentrate straight point. I was recommended by the eye to do a vision therapy. My left eye is out of control and I see a flat vision during 3d movie. This sucks.
So in conclusion, my revolution my issues is loose weight. Once i she off he body, my confidents are back.
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