Ka-rAy-Zee Na-I-Te

Tonight I had so much fun with my former roommate/friend and my friends/ associates. We hit to the Wicked Willy bar and prices for each beer can quite be costly but since I was sharing it with my roommate, I didn't bother about the cost of each drink.  Man, each time when I sit in the corner, I don't look good in pictures but I don't care of what other people think.  Can I control the future words that will come out from their mouth?  The answer is obvious and it's NO!.  After the bar, we hit to Chobani and my roommate and I share one.  We were stupid enough not to get the one we would like since we both didn't see the option that was right above us.  Oh, silly us.

Survival Kit 101

What a frustration , trying to survive in one of the biggest metropolitan.  What does it take to stay alive -living in NYC?  Argg.  The economy is heading downwards and, yet, I am accepting whatever is in front of me.  Mom advice was , to survive in this city, first , must sacrificed then rewarding will come in place.  Oh, my darling mother, I didn't get an education to suffer my after college life, all i wanted to be a full time perm employee , earning big bucks and giving back to the society.  Is that too much to ask for?  It's already tough sending our resumes online when human resources aren't going to bother looking at them.  Way back then when things were a bit structure and different, unlike today, rules were meant to be followed  but in today's society, things are out of control.  According to get a foot stepped into the door in any career path, first must know someone to be in the industry we want.  So, we must know people to get somewhere in life.  That's networking. Networking plays a big part of our lives; it impacts in every single way.

So, what's my survival kit in NYC.  Quite frankly, I don't seem to have one.  I am unsuccessful on finding the key to my career door.  Oh, damn it!  where is that stupid key?  However, from years of  living in NYC then moving away to Buffalo for a short period and returning back home, all I have to say is the luck and chances people see in you.  If god loves you, then your life is a miracle, but if god loves you and still work hard and not a single chance of becoming wealthy, just live it up; we still have to do the same thing as any human being would do in their single daily life. We eat, sleep, and work.  Our live was made simple by god creation but somehow our philosophy  and psychology reform our minds.  Some of us are evil and others are naive and stupid. Ha!, I am one of those who are stupid and naive.

A Bite of Me

Since Bing shared about pieces of herself on her blog, I was inspired to do the same.

Let me think of who I am and how much do I know about myself.

I am.....

a virgo
a believer
a fighter
have learning disability
enjoy traveling
a blogger
a dreamer
a laughter
hates /dislike summer
an autumn lover
loves to be clean
enjoys doing laundry (wants to own my laundry machines)
prefers to live in a condo or co-op
a pace person
stubborn person
a loser
a scary-cat
dislike driving but loves to be car pooled
loves to learn different languages and wants to learn to understand cultures
bias person
TVB fanz
Korean music , reality , and drama fanz
loves and wants to adventure  : London, Italy, France, Germany, Denmark, China, Australia, Korea, Napal, Vietnam, Singapore, and Taiwan
Fantasize about my thoughts
talk to myself( in my mind)
a complainer
low self esteem
low confidence
god believer
struggler
 For now.... this is how much I can think of understand a sleepy circumstances.

SOS

This entry is about the conversation between my parents.

Since my family moved to Brooklyn, lots of things has changed rapidly.  Dad never response to us ( his children , Kevin and I), instead he only responses to us whenever we call for mom.  Maybe dad has turned into a wo-man, after all he does resemble to his mom, our crazy bitchy grandmother, who orders people around since she still believes we are living in her centuries when she was a rich girl.  Grandmother can be one spoil bitch and dad takes after her; dad enjoys ordering mom and me around but never Kevin and that's because he's the son of the family.  Who the fuck till today in this century still continue this crappy theory, still cherishing to the male in the family.  I know for sure ... I don't.

Lately my dad has short tempers and I assumed it must be his time of going through male-menopause.  He eavesdropped all my skype and phone calls , and gets upset whenever I don't feed him the answers he wants to hear.  He complains whenever I am not on his page or do the things he orders immediately and that's because, he has to understand his own daughter who is a virgo.  Females virgo are well known to do things at their own pace and to not to be push around by others , or else we will ignore you.


Mom is even worst than dad.  Her stage at her menopause are conflicting between cold and hot.  Hot flashes are the worse symthomys which I can bare with.  She shares a similarity symthoms with my father but one level beyond my dad.  Every single day my aunt and her complains about their mother and how she's super selfish; ha!, i take after this grandma because i am a selfish bitch.  I only care about myself and not for others.  Anyway, when her sisters gets her upset, she takes her anger at me and half of time I blocked her , pretending she doesn't exist or just block my Chinese mode.

Overall, please help me!  Someone please save me from these two obnoxious crazy people.   I love my parents but don't think I can see myself living with them for the rest of my life.

ReUnited

Since Fannie's birthday on Dec 7, I haven't seen these girls and Joris then, but today we got together.  We went eat hotpot at Fort Hamilton and 59th ( N line) .  We ordered many plates of veggies, lambs, aith nd Wong Lo Kut beverages.  The next meet up will be another hot pot at Min's place, and hopefully Karaoke.  I need to get silly with drinking Gatorade with Anny.

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 Still need pictures from Teresa.

PS: We're learning the fingers # poses, and still I can't get it.