A Bubble Cloud Thought

I've decided to isolate from my friends for a while.  I am going to hibernate.  There's a mission that I have to do and I don't know how long it will take.

There's a project that I'm working on with Kristin and the help from Dr. Tai. I hope everything will work out fine.

I will continue to pray that everything will go smooth.

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Random pictures.

Welcome Aboard, Mike!

My cousin whom I haven't seen in years since we traveled to St. Louis and Tennessee together in 2003. My cousin , YiMei Aka Candy, who works as a flight attendant for United Airway. She flies international constantly and tomorrow she will be flying to United Kingdom. Have a safe trip tomorrow. Tonight she introduced her husband, Michael , to the family. I was really amazed that he can speak Cantonese. Mike, although you're a Caucasian and can't speak Cantonese fluently , you're such a friendly guy. I am very honored that you have invited me to Dallas, Texas to visit you one day. I want to apologized for not attending to your wedding in Negril Jamaica. I love the wedding pictures you shared on your net book. I wish Mike can give me the pictures taken from his camera. Any-who, I wish one day I can sit on the plane he flies, to the top  sites he has recommended. Since Jamaica is so beautiful in your wedding pictures, I need to work hard, save money,  and book a plane ticket to  Negril Jamaica and have a look at it myself. I really want to have the experiences of my own journey to Jamaica.
 The entire family welcomes you to the family.

Thanks for the lovely champagne and  chocolate from Switzerland . The dinner you treated everyone has put a smile on your faces.


PS:  I was thinking since both sides of my family are very  opened minded people, maybe I should find a Caucasian boyfriend who speaks fluently Cantonese,or an American Born Chinese who speaks somewhat Cantonese.  Since everyone accepted Michael really well.  Two months ago, I spoken to my sister , Ling , and she was so opened minded about me wanting a western wedding and a eastern dinner.  I want my wedding receptionist to be held at a Inn and the dinner is all eastern (Chinese) .

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Blowing out the birthday candles

Happy Birthday Kev. 

Kevin prefers  a low profile birthday.  He doesn't prefer to celebrate his birthday with friends because it's just a waste of money eating out.  Mom gave him a lucky good fortune red envelope.  I wish his birthday wish will come true. All I can give him as a birthday gift is to pray to the lord that he will become a successful person.  Good luck!

Wishing Upon a Star.

Yesterday , Kristin introduced Dr. Tie to me .  She is such a sweet heart.  She listened to all my complaints and helped me out with my project.  She also had invited me to her relaxation workshop.  She was curious in what my dream career is.  I wasn't quite sure how to answer her because the truth is.... I am not even sure what my dream career is, however I do have a clue that i want my work to relate with the federal government.

Dr. Tie suggested that I  should chase after my dream job,  but it's money that is holding  me back. She also said as long as I have a positive attitude and keep apply each day, soon  I will be on my feet again.    Besides, I don't have much working experience.   Who on earth is nice enough to give me a chance to learn and grow in their company?  When will I meet my future nice supervisor?   

My dream careers/jobs that I never have the chance to pursue are:

A. An ESL Teacher.

B. Working in HRA

C.  Public Housing specialist

D. Citizenship specialist (Test Taker)

E. Human Resources

F.  Any Federal Government jobs

G. Any small company with full benefits and a nice respectful environment with respectful people.

Dark Dirty Water

Top most fearful 

1 Health

When it comes to sickness, everything around the world is meaningless.  So must take good care of health and prevent any sickness.

2. People

People are the scariest creatures in this men world.  Lately accidents are everywhere.  People disappearing, dying, murdering one another.  Psycho people are the weirdest, can never understand what they are up to or thinking. Always be careful of where heading too. 

3. Money

Money is power.  Power can leads into evil.  Evil can be greed.  People are willing to do anything for money.  It can only not satisfied everyone but it can also lead to selfishness and being a bastard.  

4. Animals

Terrifying animals such as : reptile, birds, and other poison  animals.  Either can be small or big but if they have self defense, they easily can killed a human being in no sweat.

5. Religious

Yes, it's good to understand the bible but not get too involve with it or else the normal ones will be worry and loose you forever.  It isolates people from reality.

Reality vs Dreamy world.

Who says the reality world isn't scary?

AMOUR

Still depressed.  By keeping depression off my mind, I read the horoscope daily.  A superstitious person who believes what my horoscope says.  From the minute I was unemployed lots of uncontrollable life reality life bloomed.  Starting with my two maternal aunts who was diagnosed with  cancers and my unbearable over smart uncle who is living through bi-polar.  What's going on?  Why are all my maternal aunts going through a tremendous disaster?

Life stinks.  The day when  I failed the job interviewed my  friend set up, I walked over to Downtown Hospital , visited my maternal aunt.  Instantly I cried at that moment.  I couldn't bear watching her crying for help, reached out her hand so I can hold on to em' , gave her a secured net, make sure that I didn't leave her alone. Having to be in her shoes,  I chicken out.  Stared at each tube that inserted  into her body, and how the machine operated to cleansed  her blood while sodium chloride seeped through her blood  so it can provide a full stomach and hydrated.  It hurts  me to even continued to watch.  The moment she held my hands, she smiled but at that moment, my mind wasn't clear because all I was thinking was  must  to never  give up on browsing and applying to jobs.  My aunt's hand squeezed tight and pulled me back to reality and then I sat by her bed and shared many wonderful updates stories with her and even made her laughed  out of joy.  

姨妈 : 祝你早康服.  我希望请你喝茶.  For sure ... I will continue to pray for you.

细姨妈:祝你也早康服.  She has breast cancer.  Don't work too hard.

姨姨: 祝你日日开心 . 别容姨丈 病影响你的心情. Always remember that his illness is hard to bear with, but try to breath in difficult situations.

All the women in the maternal family suffers including myself.  I never had walk on an easy road, it's always tough.  I work extra hard to become  successful.

Once again , I am repeating my New Years Revolutions.  I always believed 神 has planned out our path; things are made the way they are meant to be.

I won't give up on finding a smaller company that gives me the same employee respect and allows me to grow and learn.  I am not sure where this site will be but I am pretty sure it's somewhere out there waiting for me.
I really want a supervisor giving me a chance to train me in something that I have never learn .

The job market is quite tough but I will continue to fight this war until I land on my safety.  I will continue to pray until I nail on a good paying job with benefits and allows me to grow and learn sometime new each day.  

I will also pray for my friends and family for the best.

Adore to all you guys.

Part II of Ann Hamilton : armory exhibit

These pictures came from my roommie.  Thanks to her, I have pictures of myself.  Yes, the pictures came out a bit blurry but that's alright.  I will also upload those funny video clips of us being silly.

Hm... time for me travel again, don't know when but soon.

BRINGING BACK CHILDHOOD & COLLEGE MEMORIES

Well Mounina has invited me and Tiffany to armory event- Ann Hamilton :The event of a thread.  I will post all the pictures once Tiffany and Mounina sent me pictures of me in them.  However, I recorded videos off from my camera.  So, please wait patiently for part II of the entry of this event. I promise once I get them from my roommates, I will share it with everyone.