CONCERNS

As human beings don't we always have issues , questions , and concerns?  I do.  I always ask myself everyday why I am a loser?  Why do I always have to walk on the hard pebbles and not ride on a smooth boat to a success life?  Is it ever fair to me?  What can I do to control or avoid those hardships? I am not asking for much except to land on a perfect M-F 9-5 perm job/career.    I am a person who has money issues and my friend has relationship problems.  I need money to accomplish my goals and can't understand why is it so difficult to manage money.  With money I can fix all my concerns and issues.

With money I can cover my needs and wants.

• student loans
• a family car
• destination trips ( States, Asia, Europe, South America, Africa, Austrailia)
• root canals and crowning
• mortgage two houses ( one for rent and one to live), coop( myself future home), and Condo(for Kevin's  future home)
• join fitness membership ( zumba, piliate, yoga, swimming, iceskating, tennis, badminton etc)
• pampering myself to a manicure and pedicure
• driving to : playing archery, miniature golfing, orchid picking, ice skating, swimming etc)

Right now my biggest concern is wondering if I can find a friendly working environment and working to become successful at the task  Before i can say that ...  i am worry that the job I apply won't call me in for an interview.  Why is the economy in such bad condition?  This is the reason why I hate living in NYC .  That's because there are way too many people and it's too difficult to compete with others.  All I can do is to stay optimistic and pray to the lord.  Have him to look after me.  I really want to change my life and make everyone (family & family) a happily life.  


My next concern is my health.  I  can't continue to use my inhaler and take allergies pills.  My family doctor told me that NYC is over polluted so there aren't much fresh air to breath. However, my uncle used to have the same health issues and my aunt told me that he often exercises in Tennessee and his health instantly recovered.  I discussed this issue with my family doctor and she agrees with my aunt however I am not allowed to do any running or jogging because of my joints.  I am double jointed so there are risks and must be careful.  However, she approves that I can play tennis and badminton and if I constantly keep up with these exercise daily, I will loose down the weight quick in no time.


Last, I will continue to pray for everyone for a better future.  Lets hope the lord has  made better arrangement and easy lives for my family and friends including myself.